Q: Will ever get over my mom not being there for me and will we be able to ever have a good relationship.

There are real issues of control in this relationship.  She wants to control you and you want to control her, or at least modify her behaviour.  I get the sense that your mother’s mother is one of the keys in resolving this ongoing family issue.  How was your relationship with her and how was your mother and her relationship?

Your mother is eaten up by a terrible bitterness.  It’s something inside her that she triesto hide but it’s like she nurtures and grows it by not being able to let GO. What we focus on grows and she spends a lot of energy focusing on how she was hard done by or mistreated.  Are your parents divorced or has your mother been married before? The Hierophant and the 3 of Swords are coming up for her and they can indicate being betrayed in a marriage, but also feeling betrayed by god.

However the presence of the spritely Fool lets us know that there is new life ahead for your mother and therefore for your relationship with her. Try and find some forgiveness for her in your heart.   She may never be the mother you want or need,but I think there can be peace between you.